One this Day...

This day August 26th...I was sparred by the grace of God 4 short years ago. God said no as it was not my time to go...home. I felt the warmth of the Lord, the peace of Elohim, and the safety of my Father...as I was submerged in the water, lifeless. Sparred for a purpose to proclaim how great is our God...great as he overcame death and defeated it by raising from the dead. He rose me from my "dead" and gave me "life" in order to fulfill my God given destiny, that has been written specifically for me. Liquid blessings flow relieving my often heavy heart as I adjust to my newly found body disabled, challenged, often frustrated, extremely emotional, and confused at the reverse in my shattered dreams. My path is now laid forth in plain site...I walk by faith in knowing that in this life we will suffer but, he'll never give you too much to handle. Even when you think you can't bare much more of this heaviness you have to go back and grasp that it was he...who was forsaken. As he bore the wages of sins past, present, and future for you~Selah awww pause and ponder in the enormity of his love. Go to that for comfort and encouragement because at the end of the day is the end. Suffering brings a refinement to your character and a polishing of a precious stone...giving you the courage to keep moving on. We all will suffer and have trials that will put us to the test rendering our testimony to be shared authentically.

Inside the Mind Behind HOALA: Turn on the light...

Inside the Mind Behind HOALA: Turn on the light...: "and light a candle. Burning is Glade Lavender Vanilla...yummy, if it wasn't a candle - I'd eat it.Wow, it's been a whirlwind of emotional up..."

Turn on the light...

and light a candle. Burning is Glade Lavender Vanilla...yummy, if it wasn't a candle - I'd eat it.

Wow, it's been a whirlwind of emotional uprising for the past month...a mental riot of sorts. I had to become completely broken, in order to progress. Also, anxiety can get the worst of you...pain gripping that just sits on you,

Thank God for Ativan and the Holy Spirit. I guess my sifting problem has blown through, ran it course, and further humbled my face and hands outstretched to you. I needed the pruning, my ends clipped...in order to further grow. I was getting scared and tremendously overwhelmed but, as I continued to listen to the spiritual sermons on

K-WAVE, watch my spiritual documentaries, read my Bible, and set away. Get real quite and cry out to the Lord for he is worthy and just. When you come to him...come with a contrite heart on bended knee and he will hear you.

The glow will will returns, the words have meaning and they make sense...you can finally feel it warm your soul/heart - Touch is extremely important. Seek and You will Find which is greater in you is greater than he who rules the world. The comfortable Freedom and Permission to delve forward...excellent new material stored in my minds heart which I'm waiting anxiously to create.