Read the profile as it takes courage to admit one's present state, than precieved. I now know that I was beautiful walking and still beautiful rolling...I just need to feel that. I do at times...most of the time as there beauty at the end of this rainbow. God is writing my life's story...Holla HOALA...One!
Friday, July 23, 2010
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
Inside the Mind Behind HOALA: Emotionally Exhausted
Inside the Mind Behind HOALA: Emotionally Exhausted: "You come to a road in life when you have to be honest and true, but gutting is exhausting. I've slept for about two day's straight only waki..."
Emotionally Exhausted
You come to a road in life when you have to be honest and true, but gutting is exhausting. I've slept for about two day's straight only waking to write. Self publishing isn't easy but, HOALA is being guided and created by Daddy...it's his way or no way. I feel as I'm being reborn all over again through HOALA. It has to be authentic and truthful to be effective and Daddy has the whip out because he allowed me to live for his purpose. I'm not here masked...I've been masked most of my life, now it's time to unmask - in order to heal and save lives. So many people go their entire lives living in a realm of unreality, well I've had my show and I was not happy. Now the flood gates have been opened in these tear ducts of mine and my heart aches at the atoning it must make. Who ever knew heartfelt emotional crying could be so emotionally exhausting.
Monday, July 19, 2010
Indigo
Indigo was the mood of the day...almost cried twice today, but it's just Aunt Flows time. A really strange girl sat uncomfortably close to me on the train today, invading my personal space. I live for moments like this...that 5150 to write about, that stranger you encounter on the street. Just watching and observing there every move...not knowing they have just inspired a HOALA.
Sunday, July 18, 2010
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